8/23/11

Ok so this week has been good so far. :)

8/13/11

So it has been two days since my last post. which I did not mean to do. I have had a lot on my plate kinda sorta. Hopefully this coming up week is better than today was.

8/11/11

          Well just recently my family in Ft.Worth have started to decide on putting there two sense in on what I'm doing with my life down here in Houston. And its not only starting to make me want to remove them from my life until further notice but its also making the loved ones that are around me not enjoy what the ft worth family is putting me through. Its starting to make whatever thoughts i have in my mind seem so meaningless and unimportant. But i know for a fact that it isn't true to anyone around me at the moment or to me It just seems that way. Having them berate me for every little thing that i do wether its wrong or right or not good enough is making me want to just remove them from my life and not have to deal with any of there BS anymore. But, I know that if i were to do that i would regret not having them there in my life so that is why i chose to keep them in it because i love them with all my heart but just not there thoughts or choices concerning my life.
         Now that the day is coming to an end I look back on the events that took place and can actually say that it was in more ways than one very productive. for starters I went and got my school I.D. card, then got an oil change in the car, went to Walmart and got some stuff we needed, went to CiCi's and ate lunch, then came home and relaxed for a little while then went and had Chinese for dinner and now we are enjoying a nice game of Farkle.